As you can see, blog sigek gik ya tengah mengalami perubahan kosmetik.
Ku mok standardize sak nya sama ngan twitter and fb ku. Rona biru pelik ya and ada splat puteh. And nama aku (walopun ya bukan exactly nama mena aku) besar besar rah sia.

Nak tok biar jak kedak fb lamak. Haha. Pake kitakorang yang rindu ngan fb lamak, bukak jak blog tok. Lelah ku molah nya kacak-kacak...

Haha, ku nang loba. Sebagaimana yang anda ketahui dari blog Azam and Along, yes ku dah ada *tuuut*.
Mok tauk sapa sik?
Bagelah ku nak madah juak...
Pande-pande dirikpunlah tauk klak.

And no, ku sik sambut valentine.


Bah, mupok lok.

Ku lekak gi funfair tadiiiiik!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Haha. Tapi nak judi-judi and nak gharar-ghara ya ku sik main lah.
Sidak nak main ya, and kenak, untong ada jak. Bertaroh aek tin. Ada daknya menang, pat sekrek aek tin.Sik tauk ku brand apa, sik nampak. Yang pastinya bukan aek brand "mahal" kedak F&N, Coke, Pepsi, Heineken, or Carlsberglah...

And ku da nait kapal nak berayun bage gila ya. Ku rasa ya first time ku nait... Besss... Time nait ya sekda rasa pa-pa gilak, tapi bila time turun ya...
MICROGRAVITY!
Haha, rasa kedak trapong jak kejap ya... And bila rah part paling tinggi ya, urang sebrang ya dibah kita jak. Arum bulak, mun meludah, aek lior ya gugok trus ke muka nya... Masok lam lubang idong.
Arum bulaklah... Mun mena, ada possibility aek ludah ya gugok balit kenak dirikpun time turun ya. Padan muka...

Tapi part yang paling bes nak, time balit. Ari ujan bergunto. Ku brekot ngan kawanku melimpas duak igek jeraya highway-ish tapi moto sikit. Gila li kerja... Sampe ke dorm dah kedak urang mandik jak. Haha.

Bah, jaik post ku kali tok. Banyak "...". Tang jaik jak rupa. Dahlah cam sik trator jak... Yah, ada gik "..." ya... Gus ku chow jak.

Bah, mupok lok.

WHAT  WAS YOUR

1. last beverage ۝ Sirap Sarsi(maybe)

2. last phone call ۝ GaIn

3. last text message ۝ GaIn (I think)

4. last song you listened to ۝ Entahlah... Tapi rasanya lagu The World Spin Madly On...

5. last time you cried  ۝ Some days ago... I looove to cry. With or without reason.

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice ۝ Maybe, if "blaja rah library"="date"...

7. been cheated on ۝ Hopefully not...

8. kissed someone & regretted it ۝ Mestilaaah...sik.

9. lost someone special ۝ Kinda...

10. been depressed ۝ I don't think so...

11. been drunk and threw up ۝ F**k no.



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS ۝

12. I like green.

13. But things around me are mostly blue.

14. And black is nice too...



LAST YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU

15. Made a new friend ۝ No. I made a lot of new friends.

16. Fallen out of love ۝ No.

17. Laughed until you cried ۝ I think I did... But I'm sure I laughed until I'm out of breath at least once...

18. Met someone who changed you ۝ Of course. Mostly everyone changes me someway or another.

19. Found out who your true friends were ۝ I don't know.

20. Found out someone was talking about you ۝ Kompomlah ada urang klaka hal aku ooo...

21. Been to a concert? ۝ Rasanya sik... O tedah aku...

GENERAL

22. How many people in your  fb friend list do you know in real life ۝ I've met them at least once in my lifetime, whether I realized it or not. Well, except for some...

24. Do you have any pets ۝ Yesss... Kinda...

25. Do you want to change your name ۝ Pake apa? Nama ku dah cukup bagus. Haha. And nama ku dah cukup banyak... Refer #37.

26. What did you do for your last birthday ۝ Ngembak urang sungke dirumah. Tapi sikit jak datang. O tedah aku...

28. What were you doing at midnight last night ۝ Sitting near the phone waiting for the countdown. Tlipon rumah, sebab henpon sekpat pake...

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for ۝ Heaven.

30. Last time you saw your Mother ۝ Less than half an hour before midnight.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ۝ There's not a thing that I would change. 'Cause I'm amazing, just the way I am. Haha. Prasan jap lok...

32. What are you listening to right now ۝ The fan.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ۝ Tom tom bak! No.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now ۝ Quite absolutely high probability of nothing.

35. Most visited webpage ۝ DeviantArt's on the top of my "history" list...

37. Nicknames ۝ Woaaaah... Banyak tok... Pdos(urang saruk), Ijan (saruk juak. Aku pun sik paham pahal...) Pe'uz, Peruz, Peruzz, Perus, Roy, Bang Ker, Bobo, Proboscis, Zizan, Kwon(prasan), and paling top nektok, Poret. Ada yang ku miss kah?

38. Relationship Status ۝ Secret.

39. Zodiac sign ۝ Virgo

40. He or She? ۝ Me!

41. Elementary ۝ SK(A)DHAKH

42. Middle School ۝ KDPAHA

43. High School/College ۝ UNIMAS

44. Hair color ۝ I'm most certain it's black...

45. Long or short ۝ Curly. [-1 Markah: Tidak menjawab soalan.]

46. Height ۝ 155cm more or less...

47. Do you have a crush on someone? ۝ Don't know...

48: What do you like about yourself? ۝ Everything.

49. Piercings ۝ Yes, but no.

50. Tattoos ۝ I want one. But I can't have one.

51. Righty or lefty ۝ Right, tapi kidal basoh berak...

52. First surgery ۝ Blom gik.

53. First piercing ۝ Blom juak.

54. First best friend ۝ Sik tauk ku camne klasifikasi best friend...

55. First sport you joined ۝ Nyepak tin or botol masok lam goal menbol yang disimpan tepi lab lamak time skolah rendah. If that's even regarded as a "sport"...

56. First vacation ۝ Uish... Mensia gilak crita tok...

58. First pair of trainers ۝ Nakpa benda gik ya?

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating ۝ Nope. Not yet.

60. Drinking ۝  Same as the above.

61. I'm about to ۝ Surf the internet.

62. Listening to ۝ Nothing yet. Bok jak on laptop tek...

63. Waiting for ۝ Something...

YOUR FUTURE

64. Want kids? ۝ Of courselah...

65. Get Married? ۝ Before dapat anak, mestilah ku mok kawen dolok...

66. Career? ۝ Hopefully something that'll make me rich...


WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes? ۝ Both are good. I'm not very good at answering these "which is better" questions...

68. Hugs or kisses ۝  Hugs and kisses.

69. Shorter or taller ۝ Preferably shorter.

70. Older or Younger ۝ Young. Older is fine too, if they look young.

71. Romantic or spontaneous ۝ Romantically spontaneous.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms ۝ Nice...

73. Sensitive or loud sensitive ۝ Sensitive in terms of?

74. Hook-up or relationship ۝ I'm not sure I understand this...

75. Trouble maker or hesitant ۝ Umm... Snakes!

HAVE YOU EVER

76. Kissed a stranger ۝ Ewww...

77. Drank hard liquor ۝ Sik.

78. Lost glasses/contacts ۝ Sekda...

79. Sex on first date ۝ Ih... Plek-plek soklan...

80. Broke someone's heart ۝ Mudahan jak sekda.

81. Had your own heart broke ۝ Tok nang kompom ada lah...

82. Been arrested ۝ Sekda.

83. Turned someone down ۝ Can someone explain?

84. Cried when someone died ۝ Not sure...

85. Fallen for a friend? ۝ Yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ۝

86. Yourself ۝ I believe I do.

87. Miracles ۝ Nothing is impossible.

88. Love at first sight ۝ It's possible.

89. Heaven ۝ Mesti.

90. Santa Claus ۝ Pa pekdah ku percayak ngan benda tok?

92. Angels ۝ Aok.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

93. Had more than one BF/GF? ۝ Mun serentak, sik. Mun sorang skali, well, ada kali...

96. Ever cheated on somebody? ۝ Sepanjang pengetahuan aku, sik.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? ۝ I haven't thought of that. Mainly because it's quite impossible...

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be ۝ Tok pun sik pernah terlintas lam palak ku...

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? ۝ Nope.

100. Posting this as 100 truths? ۝ Skati akulah ku nak post title apa...

101. Final words? ۝ Now you know many things about me. You can even write a short story based on me now. Or add me as an extra character in your book. Whatever. Bah, mupok lok.

Nah, azam taun baru,

Yoooh...
Jaik eh...
Haha, sekpa, sal ada jak...

Oh, and tok perutusan taun baru, pake kitakorang semua,


Dengar dan hayati. Haha.
Well, kami di Blog Peruzz Tok Kah ingin mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru, dan semoga panjang umur.
Ehehehehe... Tang bes jak bunyi make word "kami" ya. Haha. Tang kedak rami jak urang nulis blog tok...

So, bak kata taun 2010 tengah malam tadik,


Bah, mupok lok.

Selamat Taun Baru!

Life sometimes seems like a highway.
Everyone moves forward in time. There's no use looking back at the road that you've passed. The holes that you've been through. Our soul drives our body on this particular highway of life. You can choose to hit another car to slow them down if you want to. But you'll be slowed too.
And like a one way high way, you can't just turn back and go against the flow. But you can move along and wait until you meet a detour, a junction, or anything that allows you to change your life's path.
There are roadsigns that show you the way to your destination. Remember, there's no turning back, so choose well.
But there are times where the road to your destination is closed, and all you can do is just move along. Proceed.

Well, there are other times when life seems like a highway. I'll get to it later when it's quite appropriate.

Bukan apa, gitok kes nya...
Adalah bebereapa orang manusia lam dunia tok, ku sik mok nak madah sapa or sine, mun tauk, diam, mun sik, anggap jak nya blaku rah somewhere lam dunia tok, and diam. Beberapa orang ya tek, bok tauk sekda jraya kluar... Kira cam sekpat masok simpanglah tek... Lekat lam sigek jraya tok ajak.
So kluarlah macam-macam perkataan negatif tek... Haha. ada juak rasa sian lam ati ku tok. Tapi dikitlah...

Naaaaaaaaaaang dikit.

Sori.

Tapi nya naaaaaaaaaang dikitlah.

Tapi yalah tek, nepat nak patah balit... Mok sik mok, jalan jaklah. Trimak jak hakikat kita dah lekat, sekpat nak ke sine-sine. But well, at least we know that even if our results suck, we'd still be able to continue our studies. Albeit not the course we wanted. And now sapa-sapa yang sik tauk pa benda diklaka ku tadik, mungkin dah tauk. Hehe. Diam jak lah.


"You had the chance to escape. You didn't"


Bah, mupok lok.

"What if nobody likes me?
What if I don't succeed?
What if I give it all that I've got,
and I still don't got what they need?
What if I don't get anywhere at all?
Will I consider myself a failure?
Will I be that small?"

Mun sekpat kali tok, sekhal, coba agik. Gagal sekali bukan bermakna gagal selama-lamanya. Gagal sekali bermakna probability untuk anda gagal lagi meningkat. And nang kompom gagal agik mun maseh juak ngulang benda yang sama. Bila gagal skali, kita tok perlu brubah. Tok bukan ku mesan kitakorang jaklah, tok pesanan pake ku mpun juak.

Ne boleh mesan urang, tapi dirikpun sik ngekot. Eh, boleh lah, nakpa diklaka ku tok. Mun mesan ompuan bertudong, sik aku nak ngekot juak nak? Haha.


Kita tok mesti blaja dari kesilapan. Kesilapan in general. Boh blaja dari benda salah nak dipolah dirikpun ajak. Blaja dari salah urang lain juak. Mun nangga urang gagal menyambong kehidupan lepas terjun dari tingkat 108 bangunan seblah kedey makan njual rojak sik nyaman ya, boh lah datang gila ncoba melompat juak nangga idup kah sik. Mun lam kes idup mati, gagal skali ya nang gagal forever lah. Konsep "Gagal skali bukan gagal forever" ya sekpat dipake.


Tapi lam kebanyakan kes lain, dapatlah. Except benda yang kompom sekpat diulang. Contohnya exam final taun ya tek. Mun dah gagal, nang gagal lah. Ne pat direpeat agik. Tapi klak ada gik exam taun tok. And time exam yalah kita spatutnya make sure kita sik gagal lagik. Spatutnya.


So mun dah skali gagal ya, and dah polah sehebat mungkin, boh ngalah. You thought you did your best, but now you know you could do better.


"What if she doesn't like me?
What if I'm not her type?
What if all the girls that ever like me,
are not the kind of girls that I like?
What if I meet the right one and screw it up?
Will I consider myself a failure?
Will I give up?"

Kompom soklan kedak ya pernah tlintas lam palak nak? At least skali lah. Bulak gilak mun langsong sekda.


Mun urang sik suka, pa boleh buat... Move on jaklah. And mun nak mun nak suka ngan kita ya bukan jenis yang kita suka, ingat jak balit bila kita suka ngan urang, tapi urang ya sik suka ngan kita. Cam ya juak rasa nya... Dunia tok adel bah. Ada atas ada dibah. Ada angkat ada rebah. Ada madu ada lebah.


And jangan putus asa.
Senang jak ncarik mun tauk sine and camne. Tapi benda yalah yang urang banyak sik tauk... Kakya aku tok lebih mulut/jarik klaka/naep benda kedak tok. Sak jak dirikpun lom ada gerek... Haha. Tapi ya bukan topik kita ritok. So boh lalek ku ada gerek kah sik.


And sebagai conclusion, try to tell this to yourself,

"I'm gonna keep trying.
Getting denied just makes me want it more.
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before.
I can't live my life always worried about "What if?".
'Cause what if I die tomorrow,
then I never even lived"

Mun kitakorang tauk lagu tok, bagus. Mun sik, well, sekda pa-pa lah. Bagus sik, sik bagus pun sik. Neutral. Mun mok tauk lagu apa tok, search jak sia. Mun ku madah jak rah sitok nanglah lebih senang. Tapi ku mok kitakorang tauk dirikpun.


Bah, mupok lok.

Total nonsense.

Drama sem duak baruk bermula. Urang branok sama dirik, kawan palat-memalati, kapel baru, itisi, itisi, itisi.
So aku cam besalah, ndengar ajak. Ku ndengar crita urang jak bah, sik brani nak nyebar, takut crita bulak, jadi fitnah klak.
Bagus ku munoh nya jak, dikit gik dosa giya...

Bah, mupok lok.

Sekda bah... Haha.
Adalah urang ya nak, mun mena crita nak didengar aku lah, gila nganok urang. Siklah gila ne, tapi yang ku da nengar lah nak, nya nganok 'kawan' nya mpun. Nak madah hot, siklah juak, tapi hotlah. Hot and rasa hot. Part rasa hot ya sik disuka urang. Kali ada urang sukalah, ku sik tauk gilak hati budi urang, tapi yang pastinya, aku sik suka. And aku urang. Bukan binatang, bukan objek, bukan tumbuhan, and bukan kerusi.

Tapi nak, nya ya tang kedak bencik semua urang. Eh, tambah gik dikit. Bencik dan dibencik semua urang. Kali sik semualah, tapi menurut obsevasi aku yang sedikit rabun tok, giyalah...

Well, sekda pa-pa gilak nak ditaep ku tok. Dahlah didiat urang... Alu sekda feel ku nak naep...
Sekhallah.

"She have a broken heart, and you have a broken grammar."

Tengkiu,
Bah, mupok lok.